Everything's Different.

Wed, 10 Jan 2007 23:20:37 GMT

I'm not sure, but I think I'm on track for a happy relationship. I've recently been talking with Juliet Dawson, a nurse at Seattle Grace, and she's amazing. Down to earth, witty, just plain funny. I like her. I really do. I hope I can love her, but that's getting ahead of myself.

First I have to deal with Callie. Callie is an emotional wreck. Partially caused by me, but mostly herself. She's the one who dumped me to bang Dr. Sloan. How crappy, eh? She's all giddy and fake now to me. She showed me her ultra-sound today and I guess I didn't react how she assumed I would. I mean, what was I suppose to do? I do want kids of my own, but not with her. Definitely not with her. Once I heard about her and Sloan, I instantly deleted her from my life. Now, I just have to dust up the rubble that she's left behind and throw it out. If she goes ahead and has this baby, I will father it. I will father it to my best potential, but no way will I get back with Callie. Just because she's pregnant, doesn't mean I have to be with her.

Then there's Meredith. We're still "best friends" I guess you could say, but we never speak anymore. I kind of like that for now. I'll just have to see how things work out. I'm just really digging Juliet. We have so many things in common, it's weird. I hope we get close.

I guess Mark and Addy are back together. Izzie, cough over the $20 bucks, please. I called that!

The Tumor's.

Mon, 01 Jan 2007 17:32:28 GMT

I don't know what's up with her lately, but she's turning into some wannabe Dr. Phil. She keeps insisting on helping people with their "problems," even if she had tons of her own, and the kicker is...she won't back away when you say you don't want to talk. It's like, take a clue already. Not everyone wants to be open about their problems. Not everyone is ready to just start dealing. She needs to learn when to shut up and leave me alone, because I don't know much more more I can handle.

Another thing: I locked my tonight (we got in a huge fight) but amazingly she managed to break it down. She is THAT serious about wanting to butt herself into my life. Yeah, Callie's pregnant but get over it. Stop trying to be the third wheel.

That brings me to Callie. There's not much to say in that I don't really know if I love her anymore. I don't even know if I did in the first place. Now she's pregnant? On top of my father, that's just too much stuff to deal with. I've been avoiding her, but just like Meredith (only not as severe) she's becoming a tumor. A big one.

Georgie Porgie.

Everything's Different.

The Tumor's.